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- Michael- is a man whose soul purpose is to raise the awareness of the human consciousness by way of teaching the ways of TRUTH,creating music,and by living in daily inspiration. Michael is a co-founder of the Divine Source Ministries. Herlay, is a one of the co-founders of Divine Source Ministries. She is also the author of many spiritual teachings,books,journals,etc. She is an inspired young woman who's goal is to revolutionize the world by helping her brothers and sisters throughout the world realize their "true selves".
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Sunday, March 31, 2013
Love is sharing your true essence with the world through your actions and authenticity. Love is sharing your joy with the world. Here I will share about my account of Valentines day. I want share my experience with the rest of the world because it was the best Valentine day, I have ever spent.
My Valentines day started with the treasure hunt. Michael Maitre and I had to look for treasures that Herlay Maitre ( Michael's wife) put together with love. On the day prior to the V day, Herlay took the time to plan the Valentines day treasure hunt, with love and joy. She poured her whole heart into it.
On Valentines day, I experienced it's true meaning. We started the day by searching for the treasures and it took us at least 30 minutes to find the treasures and get our final prize. My basket was full of gifts and a card with beautiful words in it.
The second phase of day was when Michael pampered his one and only queen. He preciously chose the gifts for her; he cooked and decorated the whole house. It was great. I was so excited to be part of the day, and to experience both sides of preparation.
The most beautiful thing about the day was that Love was pouring from everywhere. Every place we went, we came to experience love in action, and the consciousness of people around us was on love alone. Everything seemed to be glowing and speaking the language of Love. It was just amazing. It felt like I was in a movie, anywhere I step was singing the song of love.
We carried out the night with a Love dinner. We came together as one soul and celebrated Herlay for being this beautiful soul that she is.
I could go on and on but this is my account of Love day. I believe everyday is Love day but we tend to forget about it because of our every day lives. That day itself brought hope to my heart that love can be experienced and lived daily. I pray that you experience love and love gives it back daily.
Love be with you.
Chefiatou Falana
Being
grateful
Gratitude
begets more gratitude.
Gratitude
has the power to uproot and tear down any traps of the ego. The ego
is the false actor in our lives. The ego is THE liar, who is
composed as many attributes. The ego gives us a false sense of who we
are not. The ego alludes us from our higher selves. The ego entraps
us.
Some
of these traps might be curses we have put on ourselves or curses we
allowed into our lives. Being grateful for someone, for all things is
really practicing genuine gratitude and love for the authentic you.
The
authentic you is the Supreme you, some people call this by many names
such as Christ, the Higher Self, the Creator within but this all the
same language exposing the same understanding.
The
Christ You is the creative, creator.
This
authentic you is beautiful, intelligent, delightful to be around .
The authentic you is masterfully impeccable in all that it does. The
authentic you is Love. Being grateful takes us back to love. You may
not how to love yourself or others but practicing gratitude for all
things, all people brings you closer to yourself. Love is not an
emotion but a state of being. Love is a state of awareness of
recognizing who and what everything is derived from and where you
stand in the midst of it all. Love is the awareness of the Authentic
you. Love is who you are.
Practice
seeing everyone who is in your life today as yourself. Seeing
everyone has the reflection of you helps you to gain compassion and
new set of eyes toward other people. If you desire that people be
more gentle, caring, self-less and loving be that. Become gentle,
caring, self-less and loving for yourself, through your reflection
of yourself through others. Practicing gratitude helps us to see with
new eyes. The result of gratitude is devotion to our higher selves.
The result of devotion is inspiration. Inspiration is the very
essence we derive from. Inspiration is our very breathe. We are not
separate from anyone. We are each other reflection and this
reflection is the image and likeness of Love.
Within Love,
Herlay Maitre
Within Love,
Herlay Maitre
Monday, February 11, 2013
We
hear many things about inspiration. Some say inspiration is the
divine spark, inner cite, stimulation of Good will, or to be in
Spirit, but until we define it for ourselves it will be a element
that is yet to be attained within the irregularity of life.
What
if we believed that we are inspiration? What would happen?
Our
thoughts would change. Our actions would change. Our interactions
with ourselves and others would begin to take another shape. They
would reflect the colors of vitality and bliss. You are an
inspiration itself.You are the very life that you seek. No... not in
a fairy tale type of way but in an eternal type of way.
We
know what is eternal can not change. What is eternal is irrevocable.
If
we know who we are, we'll know why we are here. We'll know our
individual mission. This is important because we all have one. We all
have a mission for which we have been sent here, at this specific
time.
In
the gospel or account of Mary Magdalene she talks about the soul
being bound in her conversations with Jesus. The soul says “I have
been bound even though I have not bound.” She's saying the sin
which we create is holding us back.
She
went on to say, “I recognize that all
(with a capital A) is
being dissolved, both the earthly things and the heavenly. All that
has entangled me is dissolving into the nothingness from which it
came”. Mary Magdalene is saying I've become aware of who I am, and
I see the illusion I've created being dissolved; thus, now holding
onto what I know as Truth.
Awareness
is being fully conscious. The moment we become aware, we begin to
have conversation with inspiration. Mary asked, “how does one who
sees a vision see it”? Inspiration answered and said, “I speak to
the mind between the two, not the soul or the spirit but the mind
between the two”. What is the mind between the two? Inspiration
says, “this is the nous, this is me. I am it”. This I am is
Inspiration. Inspiration is us.
Love,
Herlay Maitre
Love,
Herlay Maitre
Tuesday, February 5, 2013
An
important key to success in life is to understand the power of words.
A word is a thought eternalized. What we think or what we believe
effects the way we live our life, it effects our emotions, our
attitudes and our behaviour.Thought that are spoken are very powerful
because once it comes out it cannot be taken back. Once these words
are out they will have their effect.
We
have all heard the old saying,“Sticks and stones may break my
bones, but words can never hurt me.” Is this true? How many times,
have we felt hurt or happy by a word said to us in the past or in the
present?
Words
are thoughts expressed into another form. Words contain tremendous
positive or negative power and thus can be used to hurt or heal. The
vibration of a word affects us on many levels. Spoken words have
vibration because whatever words come out of us has energy attached
to it. Whatever
we say to someone else will produce some kind of an effect in that
person. We are constantly creating something, either positive or
negative with our words.
Words
shape our reality. They are tools for expression and creation. It is
time to be aware of how often we are creating through our words. Our
words determine our destiny. Any given moment that we are about to
speak, we have to be careful of what is coming out of our mouth. Our
words have to be in alignment with what we want to see being produced
in our life, our vision and our dreams.
Take
time to check your thoughts before you voice them out. Are the words
going to inspire and motivate? Will they create a positive or
negative effect by speaking saying them? Use your words to heal a
broken heart, to counsel, to motivate, to lead. Use your words to
strengthen because there are many broken souls out there. Use your
words to make a difference because many youth have been hurt through
words. Therefore use your words to lift them up.
If
you have been a victim of emotional abuse reach out to people who
could help you gain that self esteem back. Speak words that will
build your self-esteem and confidence, build relationships and build
possibilities. Be around people who will help you awaken this inner
beauty that is buried under thorns of negative words. Choose your
surroundings wisely. Be around people who will speak words of
affirmation, encouragement, love, acceptance and appreciation. The
most powerful move to make is to start making those affirmations
yourself.
I
love you,
Chefiatou
Falana.
Monday, January 21, 2013
Know Thy self
As
we see history taking place today with the inaugural celebrations
happening all throughout the world but most distinctively in
Washington. I can't help but think about how the next four years will
be, or who within the crowd is going to rise up to the call of
Presidency. At this point in our history anything is possible. As a
society, a county, and a nation we are raising the best among us. We
may not realize this truth but the universe is aligning, bending and
transforming, people, events, and situations for your benefit. Things
might happen for us in this magnitude, we are that special.
Who
we strive to become, we already are. We have come on earth to
manifest this. It is up to us to connect to this truth in order that
we might be able to manifest it. Who we perceive we are is ultimately
who we will become. We must allow ourselves to come in contact with
the beings we are created to be. We do this through self love, this
then leads us to self-discovery. Self-discovery will then lead us to
finding our passions, discovering our gifts thus drawing near to us
events, situations or people that are in alignment with this new
found Truth that is the unfoldment of the authentic Self.
“Know
thy self and you should never be mis-lead”, my friend Dana Pedro
says. This quote is a beautiful one because honoring ourselves is
where it begins. When we honor ourselves, we begin to know ourselves,
when we Know ourselves we uncover the veils that have been brought on
by false thoughts or beliefs.
Our
path did not just begin therefore every experience you have had thus
far is one that has brought you to this moment. The moment where we
look into our own eyes and say “ I am here for a reason and I WILL
complete my mission.” We all have a mission here on this earth,
however our primary purpose of existence is to fuel this world with
much light and love. It is in this understanding, we smile and know
that all that we are is and will always be Divine. We are assured
because we've learned throughout the journey of knowing ourselves
that we were created by the Divine. We remember that nothing is ever
separate from the Divine. We rest in this knowing.
Always
within Love,
Herlay
Maitre
Tuesday, September 11, 2012

Dear you,
You come here on this planet earth to
make it better with your gifts and talents. You have a dream to
fulfill. You have a vision to accomplish. You are the children of
this generation. You are the light and the foundation of the next
generation. You are young and strong. You are the strength and the
light for our generation. I want everyone to know this to be true.
I am greatly concerned about you. My
deep sympathy goes to you all. Your hindrances are reaching the
skies. The sound of your voice brought forth despair. Your days of
hope become hopeless. The happiness of your heart is no more to be
found. Your joy became sadness. I am just naming a few. You just
need knowledge. So let me not waste any words and come to your
rescue.
I tell the truth. I know what you are
going through. Many of us have been on that road before. You are not
alone. I call it the feelings of a road to nowhere. Since you are
not alone, I have something to share with you. I have some key
concepts to help change your life forever. Again, I do not waste
words. I am writing precisely what you need to do to better your
life. I want you to take advantage of it as if this was your last
breath.
There are three things you must
understand about life. As you believe it, so it is for you. Your
beliefs shape your destiny. Learn about personal development, setting
goals for yourselves, and learn how to take responsibility for your
actions.
As you believe it, so it is for you.
Your personal development says a lot about who you really are in
life. Personal development is about things you are trying to change
in yourself. Do not try to change circumstances outside of yourself.
If you change yourself, things will change. In others words, if you
want your life to change, change yourself. Do not try to change
people such as friends, family members, and co- workers. Do not try
to change what is going on out there, but change what is going-on in
you. If you are willing to change, everything will change for you.
This is the greatest advice anyone can give you in life.
Changing your life leads you to setting
goals. Be willing to treat your past as a school, and learn from
personal experience. Set your goals to things that call you to
achieve. You are now leaving your past behind, and looking into the
future. The future is the promise. For every promise there is a
price to pay. Everybody got to pay the price. In this particular
case, the price is something that will make your life better. Things
that make you better, make you grow, make you change, and make you
develop in life. In any given case, price is followed by discipline.
If the future sets clear, the price
gets easier. In other words, If you make the promise of the future
clear for yourself, the price is easy to pay. To set a good future,
you must have a well designed plan. You do this by deciding what you
want, making a list of what you want, learning from personal
experience, learning from other people’s experience, learning by
listening, reading good books (Bible), and by asking questions. These
are some key ways to start disciplining yourself towards the future.
A well designed future leads to hope and happiness. That is where
you want to be.
Gimsly Paul
Friday, August 17, 2012
CHOICES
by Dana Pedro
Why do we make the choices we do?
What am I thinking when I make a choice?
What are my perceptions when I make a choice?
Choices have consequences and results
What is the reasoning behind my choices?
Why did I do that? Why did I say that?
What is controlling my choices?
Who is controlling my choices?
Am I of clear mind? Is my mind cloudy? Is my mind overwhelmed?
Do I rely on others? Do I rely on past events, experiences? Do I rely on old patterns?
What are the thoughts that create my choice?
Are my choices based on Absolute Truth or a self-created truth?
What is choice? A decision. An outcome. A selection. An opportunity.
We must think about our choices, for choices create the life we live.
We must understand why we make the choices we do in order to stop making wrong choices.
We must realize the importance of making good choices, and because of this we are able to enjoy a good life.
Let us ask ourselves, why do you make the choices we do?
Monday, July 30, 2012

People care so
much about what other people may think. “What will they say if I
say this or do that”? It has come to a point where we can’t
express what we really have on our minds anymore. This behavior has
become a handicap to many people. What will people say about
clothes, shoes, and hairstyles? What are people thinking when I walk
to the bus stop, when I am on the bus and need to pull the cord to
signal my stop, and when walking to class or to the office. A large
percentage of our thoughts are focused on how others view us.
As human beings
we go through so many life situations both good and bad. There are
things that happen within us without us being conscious of it. Many
times these happenings are a result of choices we have made. It could
have been from someone saying mean things and mistreating us. It can
also be from past failures, abuse, or betrayal. All these events can
leave behind strong memories that affect our lives, create low
self-esteem and bring self pity. As a result we can tend to feel
worthless. In general this can lead to people not acting like their
true selves in order to find acceptance. The funny thing is that no
matter what one does, there is always a possibility of someone
having something negative to say.
When will this
change? How can we find peace inside?
The Lord is the
only true judge. We should do anything and everything in our life
thinking of God and how we can realize our true nature. Our efforts
should be dedicated to him. We should be doing what he taught us by
practicing: love,respect,faith,dedication, and self-less service to
name a few. Our God created every one of us for a purpose and loves
us all the same way without discrimination. The love of God for us is
a real and true love, love that gives without expecting anything in
return; love that doesn’t get irritated no matter what; love that
keeps its arms open no matter how loaded anyone is. We are all little
representations of God, let’s not be afraid to affirm and loudly
shout that to the whole world. In spite of what happened, let’s
wear the gown that is designated for us, God’s gown. There is no
time to waste. Seek to please your God and not humans who can hardly
be satisfied.
"Please,
do you understand that there is someone in you that has created the
entire universe? If the Lord is for you, who can be against
you...hahaha!( Alain
Dagba)"
With Love,
Friday, December 9, 2011
Come dine with me
Allow me to sip on your cup, the cup of life
Come rest with me
Allow me to rest at your side, the smell of your love makes me whole
Come and walk with me
Allow me to hold your hand, as the wind kisses my cheeks, I’m reminded of your oneness with me
Come, let’s talk about life
Allow me to be reminded about the life I’ve lived, so that I may continue in the life that I have
Come.
Come and dine with me.
Come and rest with me.
Come, lets talk.
Let’s gaze into each other’s eyes and become one.
Hold me, that I may melt into you! Trust me with your heart and I will trust you with mine.
We are one. We are the same. We have entered into each other for life.
Love, Herlay
Love, Herlay
Saturday, November 19, 2011
The heart of life (Corazon de Vida Foundation), was the name of the orphanage we went to. The children are truly the heart of life. Imagine, if we were to go through the innocence of the heart every time were about to embark on a new journey. For if the heart is pure, then the mind will also be pure. If the mind is pure then the actions will also be pure. This is the essence to which we are all trying to go back to; the essence of purity. Purity or innocence does not mean ignorance. Purity and innocence simply mean that you are living from the highest form of who you are. You except that who you are is coming from the Source; The Divine Source.
Going to the orphanage was a real life experience. As I sat out and watched the children interact the feeling I got was these children have so much potential. How could they go through so much at such a young age. The younger children were happy. Their eyes reacted as if nothing else mattered in that moment, but your interaction with them. The older children, you can tell that life had taken a toll on them but that they would decide to stand and live any way.
I wondered to myself how a parent can say I’m leaving this child behind! Either way, you can tell when looking into these children’s eyes, they were attached to no thing. They were simply grateful! They were grateful for the pizza they were about to receive, they were grateful for the games they were about to play, they were grateful for the hugs they were going to receive. They were simply grateful for life as they knew it. It was as if they were saying “don’t feel bad for me, I’m going to be OK, but thanks for coming!”
The interactions between the volunteers and the orphans were breath taking. You can tell that the people really enjoyed being with the children and that all that was important at that time was the children. The children I noticed took particular attention to volunteers who were naturally loving. The volunteers that sat around the children were passive around but the volunteers that picked up the children, played with children and laughed with the children were the ones that the children choose to bond with. There was one particular woman who was volunteering and came into the nursery. The moment she got in there a boy who was feeling sick took notice of her and sat on her lap. When she tried to put him down, he would cry; she then would rush to pick him up and continue to rub his back. I watched her interaction with him for some time and realized that their bond was far deeper than one can see with their physical eye. The boy soon felt better, and went off to play but that bond that was built was an incredible one; this bond I’m sure would last for eternity.
After leaving the orphanage I began to re-evaluate the things that were important to me. I thought about the bonds that we make and how those bonds can last for an eternity. As I thought about my own interaction with people I realized how important it is to remind them that their present situation, or misfortune does not define who they are. In essence these were children who are ready and willing to be loved, caressed and cared for.
At the end of the day you realize that although materialism is needed for the everyday function of life. What these children have, some millionaires will never have and that is pure love. Love that sees past color, race, creed, weight or height! Love that is able to seep through any wall. This is love, to be unstained by this world, while understanding the importance of emanation of love.
The concept of the heart of life is to remember the presence deep within while honoring this presence and allowing this presence to encompass the entire human that you are, so that you might become full. To be full of the presence of life, means that you become fully human. You become the embodiment of Christ, the nature of love in the physical body!
We must therefore strive to be who naturally are!
Within love,
Herlay Maitre
Sunday, November 6, 2011
In our society It is common to spend a majority of our lives striving for something that was created on a subconscious level. In this realm we are implementing the things that were placed within our subconscious. If 99% percent of our decisions arise from the unconscious, can we truly say that we are free to make decisions on our own?
There are many emotions and feelings that arise from the subconscious level that we are often unaware of. These emotions, attitudes, and behaviors are often in us before we are born. In addition there are elements that can accumulate in this realm from the moment we arrive on earth. The subconscious level can be a repository for socially unacceptable ideas,wishes or desires,traumatic memories, and painful emotions.
Not all elements in this realm are negative.This makes me think of people who never went to school but were able to effectively work and create their fortune. In this situation would you say that this is learned behavior or would you say that this behavior is engrained?
I think that it is engrained, meaning people came to this planet with the specific gift of being able to create fortune. There are some behaviors however that are learned through the simple process of life.
The question that arises in the vast topic of the unconscious is how to truly live?
It seems that the subconscious has a direct impact on our lives and how we live it. One might say there is a danger in living life unconscious because of what is in the subconscious realm. This is where awareness comes in. Are we fully aware of our actions and our reasoning behind our actions?
We know we are truly living in a space of awareness when we are creating from a place of peace. When we begin to feel like what we are doing is routine or that what we are doing doesn’t originate from ourselves we know in that moment we are mere robots to our subconscious.
Having the power to create your everyday moments is truly living. Feeling alive is doing that thing in which you were born to do and feeling ultimate joy while doing it. You will quickly find that the piece of art you are creating causes everyone around you to be releasing their ideal self as well. Living in the realm of the unconscious simply means you are not Living, you are merely existing; breathing some air and going about the routines of life.
It is therefore important that we ask ourselves, what we are creating for the generations to come. If you do not feel a sense of urgency surrounding this consider the following question:
If you were to pass away tomorrow, what would others say that they have gained from your existence? If you think they would make mention of mostly material possessions, I say to you that you need to work on giving people around you what is eternal. Let’s decide to be who we truly are.
Let us claim our power today!
With Love,
Herlay and Michael Maitre
Monday, September 26, 2011
Written by Michael Maitre
Excerpt taken from “Every Muscle of my Soul”
I remember that cold night. The temperature was -33 degrees and the bitterness of the cold was so piercing that it felt like small razor blades were slicing large slits into my cheeks. I didn't say much on that ride to the airport. I gazed out the van window looking down at the ground intensely as if all the answers to life's impossible questions were written on it. I was on my way to move with everything I had to a new land. This was a time to start new;meet new people, start a new job, and forget about all the misery I had endured for the past few years. As I looked down at the ticket I realized that although the ticket stated the destination I had no clue where I was going. It was then it dawned on me. Running from your problems physically only leaves you alone and with more problems to run from.
My time in the new land was bittersweet. Upon arriving I realized that I was on my own. Free to grow as a person. Free to make every kind of mistake one can think of without any one there to criticize me for it. I quickly indulged in what I like to call a mentally and spiritually abusive relationship. I made friends quick or at least relationships that I thought were friendships. There I was, in a land far from home, a fun loving-highly animated clinical analyst by day and a depressed-self pitying lost soul by night. It was with this experience I began to witness the unfolding of my spiritual understanding of the world around me. One night while crying in the shower (which I did often) I came to a stunning realization...
When an object breaks it is forcibly separated into two or more pieces. My life situation has caused my consciousness to be fragmented, scattered, and at some moments absent. Consequently it was through this process of which I reached an incredible epiphany….Nothing in life is worth more attention than the muscles of your soul. Each being that God has created has Love and can tap into that Love. Far too long I have been longing to Fall in Love with illusions not realizing the significance of the spirit that dwells in me. My Love is here and now. Life is here and now. My future cannot be if it wasn’t for now. My past does not exist if it isn’t for now. This moment is the definition of my existence. When I Inspire, uplift, defend, and uphold others in the name of Love I am fulfilling my life’s purpose; for I am Love and Love dwells in me.
To be continued......
Tuesday, September 20, 2011
Trying to maneuver your way through hard times seems like such a drag doesn’t it? It feels as if its never going to end, as if its going to drag on forever; a never ending roller-coaster. How frustrating! How miserable! How dreadful!
Though the hard times seem as though they are simply never ending, I’m always grateful for the silver lining in the dark cloud. For me that is the peace I feel within. This peace pushes me past the clouds and into the sun. It gives me great relief, I may not know for certain how long this endless war will last but I’m refreshed inside in knowing that somehow I’m going to make it past the present moment of perceptions of doubt.
Where do I get this peace you ask?
I believe I have this peace because the spirit of God created it. I remember as a child going to a village in Haiti and telling the people there that I was going to meet their needs. I remember promising them that I was going to come back with all of the gifts and necessities they wanted and needed. At that moment, in a time that I had very little, I knew that was going to make a difference. It was the inner peace that told me that some way, some how it was going to work out. Many times this voice can be faint but if you stop and take time to listen it becomes very loud and clear. Beyond all the noise of your mind, there stands a voice of peace centered in the core of your soul.
I remember thinking of this many years later and remembering the spirit of God is fueling my soul. I remember envisioning the spirit placing blessings into my pockets so that I might go and bless others with it. I now understand that this was my first encounter with the spirit of truth. In this encounter I remember feeling as if I would never have to wonder about peace again.
Years later I go back to that encounter and recollect all of the insight that was given to me. I thank God for that gift of peace today. When life seems like a roller-coaster, when tough times are fully present, I return to the voice of peace within and know that in the song of life the voice of peace is in perfect pitch and harmony with the universe.
Love Herlay and Michael
Saturday, September 3, 2011
You are the art of nature created to be marveled at. Nature is the tool that created you. Within this tool we call nature we see ourselves. This nature we are choosing to call the image of the universe.
The image of the universe is the image of God. In the universe we see the fields of light. When everything is seen at a molecular level it is seen as light. If this is true, we human beings are also light at a molecular level. This light is called the Christ of God, or the seed of God.
The seed of God or the Christ is who our authentic nature is made of. This Christ is also the light I’m referring to. This light resides within the human soul, some even say that this light is the human soul. When you recognize this light within you, you realize that truth that is within you. You understand that your nature is transparent, it is made up of an image, this image the bible states is the image and likeness of God. The image and likeness of God is the same image that resides within you. This is also the image that we move and have our being within.
You are a work of art. The art that is within this light is love. This love is the same love that came forth within the time of the earth creation. This art was what we saw when we opened our eyes as children. As children we saw everything in amazement and wonder. As children we saw everything as beautiful. This beauty is the same we have forgotten about as adults. This beauty reminds of it self but we still seem to get detracted by the affairs of life. Not the affairs of life are not important; the light, the love, the image of Christ are also within the affairs but we still do not remember that the purpose of these affairs is to draw closer to the light, the love and the Christ that within, so that we might recognize our authentic self and become one with it, once again.
We are here to remind each other of this art. This is our purpose, to bring about art with true authenticity captured in love.
With love,
Herlay Maitre
Wednesday, August 31, 2011
I recently was on a flight where there was major turbulence. As I sat in panic, I began to think my life is over. I felt like my life flashed like a beam of light in front of me. I was quickly reminded of my divine life and my divine abilities, through the Holy Spirit. The power that Holy Spirit gives is one that surpasses all understanding. The Holy Spirit is the essence of God living within man. This essence creates in man a divine understanding as well as power that enables him to move the mountains that arise in our everyday circumstances.
Living in a realm of constant awareness of a higher being running your life is freeing. Being reminded of this essence while sitting on that airplane right away, helped me to understand more and more that I have a purpose and because of this purpose I cannot die until its completed. I think about great men who had dreams of the similar purpose of making the planet a better place for people to live and how they spent their lives contributing to the overall good. These great people shared with us their life, as well as their vision for the life that we should have. We see this in people who have a dream and peruse that dream. For example Abraham Lincoln who was a self taught individual realized freedom needed to come, he therefore began this need for change in the lives of Africa Americans. Dr. King had a dream where he stood for individuals who lived in inequality and disparity of mind and decided to conduct a movement directed toward non violent change. President Barak Obama saw that our government needed a change and that we as of people deserved to experience real change. He saw this and put himself on the line to meet the need. What is it that’s consistently on your mind involving change.
You see, the ability to create change doesn’t start when you simply say it should. It starts when you stand up and create the plan to which you want to apply this change. Change starts with belief. Belief in yourself, belief in your dream and belief in the presence within you that brings the dream into fruition.
Living a purposeful life without wavering weather is unrealistic. Living a purposeful life is embracing all the events that might come, while allowing them to educate you; creating a better more ideal you. Learning to master the storm when it comes is the key, to wisdom; the inner awakening of the divine experience in you. In mastering the storm, you also master the elements of your own life events. Essentially the storm is actually within you. In calming the storm within you are able to live life the way it was intended; with passion and with love.
Mastering the storm and living a purposeful life go hand and hand. Calming the storm starts from the calmness that lives within the inner man. The inner man moves mountains and wakens joy all at the same time. Make a decision today to calm the storm within you.
With Love,
Herlay Maitre
Wednesday, August 3, 2011
Lately I’ve been feeling as if life is going by so fast. Its like I can project an event to occur months from now and tomorrow the time comes for the event to happen. The event then flies by. Its amazing how fast life happens. I recently had a birthday and the same thing happened, I felt as if I went to bed a teen and woke up a married woman. The concept of time and life is truly fascinating.
As I was pondering on how fascinating life is, I started to think about the things I’d achieved and realized they were all good, but in my opinion not good enough. I started to think about other people who were my age and the great things they had achieved and realized wow, I have a long way to go. As the self pity started kicking in, it dawned on me that I needed to change my definition for achievement.
I was lead to begin reading inspirational stories and came across a quote that put me right back on purpose. As I read it, it read me. It spoke directly to my soul. It was as if my spirit began speaking to me saying, “why are you worried about achievements and material gains? “When you have all you need right here?” I continued to read the quote that said, “we are all here for a divine purpose, once you have found your purpose in this life time, use it by making a difference in your everyday affairs.” As I read this over and over again I realized wow, as I sat hanging out in my pity party, I’m losing the essence of the reason I have come on earth. It came to me that not fulfilling your passions everyday whether through writing, singing, or simply living excitingly is a life that is not fully lived. This is a life that at the end of their days will sit back and say, “wow, it was fun but I don’t feel as if I have done what I have come here for.” I would hate to be in that person’s shoes.
As I began to think about this further, I realized that we have to continue to silence our ego with the voice of truth. Truth is that which is eternal. The bible calls the word of God irrevocable, Romans 11:29. The bible also says that he has placed the word in your mouth, Romans 10:8. If the word is in our mouth, the word is therefore within us. If the word is with us, we have truth. The true word of God sets us free. We must allow the word of God to set us free by allowing the word to speak to us from within as we ponder on it. The word within us has life transforming ability. The word is energy, the word is life. This word again is within you, not by default or mistake but by grace. What will you choose to allow it to say to you today?
May peace and love walk with you,
Herlay Maitre
Saturday, July 9, 2011
I once read a story about a man who was cleaning out a fish tank and put the fishes in his bath tub. To his surprise the fish did not move about the tub, they simply made the movement of the four dimensions of a tank as if they were still in it. Other fascinating stories were about African American learners in the south trying to make a monumental difference for the African American society today. Story after story of Marcus Garvey, Booker T. Washington, and Rev. Al Sharpton had me in amazement.
What came across so vividly was the inner strength of voices that desired equality and respect. The ability to swim through the entire tub and look past the four by four glass cube, in absence of limitation. I then began to ask myself questions about what was holding me back from swimming the entire length of the tub. I realized that it was mental barriers are deeply seated in mind. I then began to see that this fear has been here since before I was born. This fear has encompassed my mother and father and those who came before them.
Although some these days might call themselves successful because of their material means, they still on some level remain in fear. This is what I’m choosing to call the fear of going within. You know you fear to go within when an idea comes to your mind; an idea that will benefit mankind, you get excited about the idea as you think about it, you dream about it and then abruptly realize you should get out of the fantasyland you’re in. You convince yourself to forget about it because you can’t begin to think about how your idea will come to life. You forget about it and years later a person comes out with your same idea and you think to yourself if I only pursued that idea! Ha!
The amusing thing about it all is that this idea never died. It was muted within your own mind because you allowed it to be. Never the less, you received the idea through divine inspiration and because you have done so it remains in the infinite that it came from. You see, because it was in the infinite mind someone else accessed it and brought it to life. The point to all this, is to tell you to make a conscious decision to inquire within. Doing so will give you access to infinite potentials; there is a space of joy and power there. Your store house is within not without. Do so through prayer, meditation and moments of inquiry. All the answers we see are right within us. This is the meaning of …seek and he will be found by you….Jeremiah 29:13.
-peace be upon you, all around you and within you
Herlay Maitre
Monday, June 27, 2011
The Nasty Coworker
Divine Observation Part 1
Excerpt from Every Muscle of my soul
Have you ever felt negative feelings towards a co-worker, Family member, or ex-spouse. Have you ever felt that there are certain people you just don't like?
One of the biggest factors that contribute to the erosion of peace in our modern society is the dangerous practice of blind judgment. Judgment that is derived from a person's shortcomings, alter ego, and misunderstood actions.
When someone has wronged you it is easy not to like them. Understandably, our perception of that person becomes molded by the negative experience we have had with them. I once had a co-worker who was on my “don't like” list since day one. For the sake of confidentiality I will refer to this person as Ms. Lovely. The first day I met this person they began bossing me around. The interesting thing about it was that I was Ms. Lovely’s manager. Right away all these thoughts began to fill my mind about how Ms. Lovely was going to be insubordinate, easily angered, stubborn, back stabbing and any other nasty things a co-worker can be.
My thoughts quickly became reality as this person started to dig into my nerves deeper than ever experienced my entire existence. Not only did this individual question my leadership Ms. Lovely went so far as to report me for not giving her enough attention. It almost seemed that her sole purpose in life was to hurt me to the point of hating her.
One day while working at another location with another one of my teams I received a disturbing phone call from the office. It turned out that Ms. Lovely had facilitated a meeting in which she scolded the team for their poor performance, so harshly that she not only offended everyone but she left some in tears. Heads were hanging low. Feelings were hurt. And the morale of the group was crushed.
Why was Ms. Lovely so mean? Why did she constantly have to make the work place miserable for everyone? Why did she feel the need to put people down and crush the spirits of those around her?
The answer came when I finally had enough and decided to have a one on one conversation. The conversation started off as it usually does. I would ask Ms. Lovely “What’s wrong?, she would reply “Nothing is wrong...everything is fine...” . Everything changed when I tried something new. As I looked her in the eyes I sat in my seat in absolute silence. The message that was being conveyed however was crystal clear. I welcomed her to share her life. I welcomed her to feel safe. I welcomed her to expose her demons. She began to pour her heart out. Her eyes began to swell up with tears.
It turned out her aggressive behavior was directly proportional to the passion she has for her work. Her desire to succeed was her driving force that unfortunately trumped her need to be considerate to others. The anger that she carried around with her like a handbag was a direct result of a tough situation at home. She explained that who she is at home is completely different from who she is at work. Her situation at home was one where she was not able to speak up for herself, she was bullied, taken advantage of, and felt as though she didn’t have a voice. It became evident that her actions at the work place were a direct result of the problems she faced in her marriage.
My dislike for Ms. Lovely was based off of her mistakes at the work place. From this conversation on I began to choose to see the qualities that she had to offer the world. The truth about Ms. Lovely was that she was a strong leader, caring person, considerate, loyal, and kind. It wasn't until I decided to acknowledge these characteristics in her that our relationship began to change.
The discovery I found was that our ego is made up of the exact opposite of who we really are. The characters and the roles we play couldn't be further from the truth of who we really are. We unconsciously commit self sabotage to our true nature when we allow life situations to cast us into random roles that have nothing to do with us.
Emotions that come from the false you give birth to more damaging emotions. The false you is always compounded into multiple layers of identities.
The recognition of patterns can break the cycle and bring you back to your “you” reality. When we deal with difficult people we must look beyond the layers to see the “good” in them. Bringing out the best in others makes this world a better place. We
can start by changing our workplace.
Wednesday, May 18, 2011
A few weeks ago we had the pleasure of volunteering at a local community service event for feeding the homeless in Los Angeles . This was to be the first deep within service event taking place in California . As I came up to the gate near the entrance of the kitchen it was a little hard to distinguish who was homeless and who was a volunteer. This was my first warning that the situation here in Los Angeles is very unique.
Once we entered we were greeted by the organizers and began working right away. I was immediately inspired by my surroundings. I looked around and saw people all around me who sacrificed there Saturday morning to come make a difference. We were about to spend the better part of our Saturday serving trays, mopping floors, cleaning tables, pouring coffee, stacking chairs, lifting, pushing, and pulling boxes In the end we would all walk away feeling tired yet fulfilled knowing that we took the time out to give back….Right?
When doing these kinds of things you tend to realize quickly that these people will leave the kitchen full only to be hungry again later. In one instance I was pouring a cup of coffee for one gentleman while I can hear him behind me saying " Hey! I need more coffee over here!" In another instance I politely offered someone a glass of water and to my surprise they yelled back "I told you I’m all set already!" I started to think "Why am I here?" …."That’s right I am here because YOU messed up"…..so why are you yelling at ME? Before my anger got the best of me I took a pause to realize these people have been through a great deal of suffering. Not just suffering in a material sense but a deep psychological and spiritual suffering as well. It wouldn't make sense for me to get angry as I am sure that the gentlemen who was yelling at me knew no other way to express his feelings. He had no other way to express the hurt that was bottled up inside of him for so long. It is like a casket holding a dead body. When that casket is opened how can the corpse not stink? Not everyone shared this gentlemen's stinky mood. Some of the people seemed so happy, so content, so grateful, and so high off of life they almost seemed to be floating their way in between tables.
The volunteers that worked with us were very diverse. The variety included teenage Christian teens, Independent business owners, Senior citizens, and even some elementary school kids. It was with the sight of the children a light bulb went off in my head. Raising a child in an environment where they know what it means to serve is invaluable. Even more invaluable are kids understanding that not everyone is as fortunate to have the same kind of luxuries they get to experience everyday. The experience as a whole taught me that the voice that was telling me that my Saturday morning didn't make a difference was not a voice of sound judgment. Call it fear, cowardly, lazy but do not call it truth. The truth is every act of service no matter how small makes a difference. In many cases it makes more of an impact on the server than the individual being served. We later discovered that some of the volunteers helping at one point were on the other side of the table receiving meals. Coming to serve after getting their life back on track was there way of paying it forward. Your love in the form of touch is enough to inspire and transform lives. There is something to be said about serving hand to hand. Mother Teresa once said "let us not be satisfied with just giving money. Money is not enough, money can be got, but they (the homeless) need your hearts to love them. So, spread your love everywhere you go." It doesn't matter how little of a difference you think your service will make you service can heal a generation including yourself.
Your Humble Servant,
Michael
Friday, May 13, 2011
Where is peace and why don’t I have it?
Why does it seem as though peace is only around me at certain times? And then when I need it the most it’s not there? Why is it that I might say I have mastered the subject of peace but find that when the concept is ready to be applied-my mind goes blank? What happened then, did I really find peace? Did I understand it completely? What is the real issue? Within the last few weeks I’ve been asking myself exactly that.
I’ve talked with as well as observed people in order to better assimilate my study of peace. In summation what I gathered is that we don’t have sound peace because we have chosen not to welcome the present moment. We tell peace to go away with thoughts that say, “this particular situation is just not going to be peaceful,” or “ I have to handle it myself”. Allowing the mind to speak like this is to basically say that you don’t need peace to come in. Peace will therefore allow the situation to unfold until you welcome her again.
After talking and observing people I began to wonder if what they said about not having peace at all times was true. I also began to see how in certain situations we shut peace out by saying that we “got it”. As I began to seek me more clarity, in regards to peace, I was reminded about the insight that says peace dwells in an entire situation if you choose to see her.
Peace is like oxygen air it is present everywhere. Without oxygen we cannot survive. Lack of oxygen for more than a few seconds already begins to slow brain function and even lead to a coma. Peace is within all that the earth consists of. We hear peace in the stillness of the universe through the sound OM- .
Do this exercise with me, to experience what I’m talking about. Close your eyes take slow deep breathes. Take in the moment by hearing the sounds around you. Know that peace surrounds you. Then begin to chant the sound of the universe: “OM ”, “OOOM”, “OOOOOOOOOOOM”. In between breathes continue to recite the sound OM. Do this again. Allow yourself several breaths. Allow yourself to feel and to be calm. Feel your organs and the rest of your body respond to the chant.
Continual practice of this will result in an inner sense of peace, where in front of adversity your entire being will begin to recite the sound of the universe OM- You will notice that the intensity of the situation or problem no longer overwhelms you. Your peace faculty has taken over! You have begun to welcome your freedom.
With peace,
Herlay Maitre
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